to my 70 year old self

so I realized I need to start writing here again.  I usually write in a blog for a while and then I look back at stuff I wrote... and I realize that what I had to say wasn't as profound as I thought it was at the time.  And I just delete the blog and start a new one.  A few months ago I read some of my diaries from when I was like 12, and they made me laugh...   I think when I'm 70ish I'll need some entertainment, so maybe I should stop deleting these things.

I like that this vox site has a button that just simply says "CREATE"... I think if my life had a remote control... "create" would be the big red button in the middle.  Probably next to the "pause" button.  I've always wanted a pause button.  I remember one time I was so frustrated at how fast everyone moved and how slow I did in comparison that I actually took a clock off the wall and took out the batteries.  As if that would do anything!  Somehow it made me feel better though, maybe cuz it wasn't staring me in the face, that little moving "hand" that really should be called a finger and its little clicking noise wasn't reminding me that another second just passed me by and I just wasted it by thinking about it.